I decided to go back to the singing group "Expressions" for at least another year of some much needed stress, anxiety and nervousness. Thought I should see just how good those meds really are.
Also decided that after all that work for four years I deserved at least to not worry about sharing germs with who knows who that has been using the microphones. So now I have my very own germs. I have worked hard and yep I deserved this.